"I love you no matter what happens" Where is the love we once had? "I'm so lucky I found you, I don’t know what I'd do without you" Are you lucky now that you've also lost something so very precious to you? "I'll always be here for you no matter what" Why argue about my problems instead of continuing to stick by me? "I only want to see you happy and your smile, I never want to see you cry" Why did you make me cry if you don't want that to happen at all? "I will always love you and nothing will change that" What has changed now? "You know I love you, right?" Why do you think I stayed with you this whole time? "If something bad were to happen to you, I would lose it" Do you see the torture I've been through my whole life? "This won't stop me from loving you" What has stopped you from loving me? "I would never do anything to hurt you" Why do I shed many tears in one day over you? "You are the love of my life, my sunshine, my life" Why strip away the shine, love and life out of me the way you did? "Everything will be alright" How is it so if I had to suffer a lot more than you? "We can get through anything that gets in our way" I said that...and I believed in it...now why cant we get through THIS?! You've made me the one to blame Put me down to the lowest shame When we went through shit, we came through together But now, we can't get through this, not now, not ever But I'll be okay Once I stop my own decay What wrong have I done to you? That I still can't understand I remember every good thing you've told me I've said the exact same things you've said And at the same time, I want to hate you but love you still Walk through the rain without the use of an umbrella Paying the price by major sneezing On the verge of trashing my own house Unleashing my own anger on something that no longer exists You tell me you’d reconsider, if only I change Guess what? I have All thanks to your harsh way of saying good-bye Have I become more of a cold-hearted person? Have I stopped being what I was long time ago? Is there something that I should be doing that I'm seriously lacking? Is the love we once has still there or has it already died out? Those questions are to be determined By the outcome of who I turn out to be after tonight Already, I miss the touch of your hands on mine Warm, strong, soothing and still comforting Already, I miss being with you Even with a frown, I was happy when you were with me Already, I miss everything of you Too much to name, but you already know by now Slowly, I feel like I'm dying Harshly, I cried three times and screamed "I hate you" When that was meant for you, it was on my dad Now I'm restless, my eyes sting of pain from crying My throat sore from all the screaming and crying I don't remember your touch on my body I don't remember anything anymore The only things I remember are only a few good memories And the very last time you'd ever kiss me Unless we work out something, I am dead Just like I've lost the best thing in my life You've lost something worth the same as you...you've lost me...forever.